Ever had a grief omen on why whole world turn against you in a brief outcome?

You just have to keep asking why?

Out of 6billion human on earth, why can't you let me go? Why me?

Probably you are more interested to know what befell me. Or maybe not. It doesn't matter. What matters is, please let this bad occurrence get over fast. I had enough shit like financial shit, exam shit, more exam shit, thesis shit, potential blah blah shit, human relationshit shit to handle in shortest time, I can't take this anymore. Like kena lightning bolt.

Ah gong ah ma, boh bi wa.. lu eh sun o.. paling hansome hi kor ah... ah, duo liao..

(Translation : grandpa grandma, bless me ah.. your grandchild.. the most handsome, talented one... yes ah... correct liao.)

Added, deepest condolences to a deceased junior. Came to this foreign land for a brief moment, and I seriously did not know if he was overexcited about his coming return to homeland for holiday or anything, but he drown. Must be something to do with his asthmatic condition. Precarious to his unimagined death. Rest in peace.

Back to back. Hmm, what are the purposes of human? Why do we need to take exam ler?


Why huh?


More important, why me and why this semester?


Why?


Whatever, end this monologue. Back to neurology.


(Basically the 'whys' volley in my brain for the coming few hours until the resonance effect wear off the moment I went into REM-sleep. I still don't understand why I'm so ''shui'', why kena me? )